Wednesday, June 14, 2023

Refusing consciousness by ADEMA

 It's so hard to watch you struggle (struggle), here and hard or would I have to see you stumble 

Short tempers harsh words that are humble, watching the world, watching the world around me crumble

I won't fight back, can't give in. Won't stay here forever like this, all the world be nice and sound again

Like a brother, like a sister, something like a family I was so lonely, but you saved me 
Insecurities race through my heart, new sensation realizing my part 
Your mien has changed like the seasons, we're fighting our own addictions

Patience brings heart aches, anger flies, still we try

I won't fight back, can't give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousness 
To drown in to cope with, inebriate to find when waking that nothing has been changed

Take one more drink you can't live without it, Take one more drink 
Take one more drink you can't live without it, Take one more drink 
So hard to talk about it, how did I know that you would lie about it 
Stand there and watch you ashamed without it, losing sleep at night I would still dream about it

I won't fight back, can't give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousness 
To drown in... to cope with, inebriate to find out that nothing has changed

TRYING TO PLANK THRU

 gross junkfood stomach pain